Ugh

Ever felt powerless, no time to do anything like it's a minute left
Your mind is spinning they have you in circles saying "can't believe I love you" 
Ugh that's how you feel, cause it don't seem real 
You don't know what this sensation is but don't want it 
Just wanna give it away and get something in returned like you can pawn it 
That way you don't feel like you've wasted your time 
But you think you did but only will know in time 
You'll be fine this you know you never stay down for long  
How dare you gamble your heart and get nothing in returned 
I guess this is one of those live and you learn type of situations 
It's just amazing the moment you step outside of yourself
Is when you feel like you have nothing left
Because you let someone in, so now it's like never again 
Now you feel stupid a lil bit useless like why did I do this
Just looking forward to a past time when it all becomes amusing.