Monday, December 27, 2010

Feelings's to late

Why he stares at me like Im suppose to say something why he walks by like our hands suppose to be touching one of us should say something but I refuse to let it be me I feel youre the guy so you should come to me I do believe thats sad to believe but what do when the feeling wont leave,he can act & make it seem its nothing, when really its something, but the day he realizes his heart is broken I will already be gone cause then I will be starting my future & I dont plan on doing it alone, I know in the future something could possibly hit'em & I know its kinda sad I didnt wait it out & stay, but I guess its on him, his feelings came to late.


TiffJ

Daddys Little Girl

I miss him so much he was my world he showed he love me much I was his little girl
As time flu by he went but will never be far always & forever he will be in my heart
Some may ask where did he go
Me being sad say uh a place to Rest In Peace,,, I don't know
But sadness I try not to show for now he's in a better place
But family is there for me just in case
So now all I have is memories when I think of my dad
Cause now he's past tense someone I've had
But I don't think I'm emotionally lost I know how I should feel
Feel joyous & happy even though he's not here
& some may ask where did he go
But he's always in my heart so I know hes close
I miss him so much he was my world
He showed he Loved me much I WAS HIS LITTLE GIRL.

TiffJ

Bitter Home

I strongly dislike everyone here been this way for so many years, this is the only feeling I feel, mentally, physically, & emotionally alone & this is the place I supposely call home siblings understand but cant help me escape cause right now little ones are here & coming and thier running out of space but they can show empathy and sympathy for sad me but right now thats not what I need, I need rescuing from this place that makes my heart so cold cause right now it seems, its gone froze not ready to be grown but, ready to leave witness things I never imagined I would or dreamed negative energy all around me makes my spirit so low I pray day & night GOD help me escape this bitter home.


TiffJ

Friday, December 3, 2010

Not perfect

Pay attention to the thoughts I say
The feelings I hide the words I pray
for soon you will get
you might even start to believe that someone could be with me
& love me
just pay attention youll see
I just want you to understand that everything I do is not planned
& even if I give my all theres a time when I might stumble or even fall
because my personality has flaws
and all the times I left you hot and cold.. is so you know im
no peerfect individual.


TiffJ