Thursday, July 29, 2010

Somebody for me

I think my love is waiting for me
I don't know why I think he's waiting for me
Its sorta like the wind
I just feel it but I don't see it,
but I try to pretend
find my disguise with the scenery
I don't care if love finds me as long as when he does he believes in me
believes in me to love him unconditionally
love him more than anything I've ever love
& when I'm away he's the one I think of
I want to be in his heart but all I need is the key
I'll be there soon
I know theirs somebody for me.

TiffJ

Not a game

He wants to play but this is not a game, & yes he knows its not a game
If there's not a system in the front of you its not the same. it will never be the same
cause my heart is nothing to play with, he act simple minded but when it comes to love its complicated not basic
& because I know this I don't think he will be able to stay in,
stay in my heart
only cause he play games and he could break it apart
& until he reach the level of contentment with his life, he could possibly start acting precise
but until then, I will turn in the games of loyalty,commitment, and trust cause games don't live here anymore when it comes to Love.

TiffJ

Just because..

Keep it sweet & simple cause I don't have time
annihilate all the people cause none of the are kind
& when I say none I really mean it
cause none of them are kind that I know so that's good enough to believe it
I need you to understand what I mean cause you might be nice but just hard to read
& if you're that kind of person its not hard to believe
so what I'm saying is prove me wrong, cause nobody wants to be alone, not in their beliefs that is, cause if you believe what I believe than maybe you're near
probably not, some things are hard for me to except, sometimes instead of writing with my right hand I try and do left, I learned to except things for what it was, I can say why but I wont
just because..

TiffJ

Act of love...

People shoudn't experience the act of Love until they are in Love

Real love...


If someone Really loves you, then you are a Ten...

When it hurts..

When it hurts I silently cry on the inside,
It hurts cause we figured out what it takes to make us work,
It doesn't play out like a fairytale, but you might have a fairytale ending
& while we're getting there were're hurting on the way
But I guess thats part of being in love, making it work when your heart feels consumed
but makes you want more of thier love, & when it it hurts you're not indenial
You're just thinking of the times that make you smile,
Remembering the day you vowed to put them first,
we have faith in eachother , so thats what we do when it hurts....


TiffJ

Sunday, July 25, 2010

16

I got a problem & I got to face it
cause people treat me like im nobody when I am somebody
I may not always act like im suppose to
but thats me & im me what do you suggest I do
my life doesnt feel complete
companionship is what I need
I wonder will this feeling change when I turn sixteen
I know im still young but what can I do when I feel alone, I been hurt before but not intentionally whatever that means
I wonder if my life would change when I turn 16 haven't had a boyfriend yet, its cause im not trying, right now im not ready to claim any being as mine
I guess I will one day go to wait & see
I wonder will this feeling change when I turn sixtee
I only have a couple hours, will my life change I wonder breathe, if anything will change IF I turn 16.

TiffJ