Daddys Little Girl

I miss him so much he was my world he showed he love me much I was his little girl
As time flu by he went but will never be far always & forever he will be in my heart
Some may ask where did he go
Me being sad say uh a place to Rest In Peace,,, I don't know
But sadness I try not to show for now he's in a better place
But family is there for me just in case
So now all I have is memories when I think of my dad
Cause now he's past tense someone I've had
But I don't think I'm emotionally lost I know how I should feel
Feel joyous & happy even though he's not here
& some may ask where did he go
But he's always in my heart so I know hes close
I miss him so much he was my world
He showed he Loved me much I WAS HIS LITTLE GIRL.

TiffJ

Bitter Home

I strongly dislike everyone here been this way for so many years, this is the only feeling I feel, mentally, physically, & emotionally alone & this is the place I supposely call home siblings understand but cant help me escape cause right now little ones are here & coming and thier running out of space but they can show empathy and sympathy for sad me but right now thats not what I need, I need rescuing from this place that makes my heart so cold cause right now it seems, its gone froze not ready to be grown but, ready to leave witness things I never imagined I would or dreamed negative energy all around me makes my spirit so low I pray day & night GOD help me escape this bitter home.


TiffJ

Not perfect

Pay attention to the thoughts I say
The feelings I hide the words I pray
for soon you will get
you might even start to believe that someone could be with me
& love me
just pay attention youll see
I just want you to understand that everything I do is not planned
& even if I give my all theres a time when I might stumble or even fall
because my personality has flaws
and all the times I left you hot and cold.. is so you know im
no peerfect individual.


TiffJ

...smh...

Ive found my love but my love hasn't found me

& when he passes by its hard to breath

He doesn't say anything he doesn't speak

he said something before but I don't want to be naive

somethings is hard to believe

like maybe he does like me but just shyer than me

I heard that from a friend the statement left my heart open

now others can walk in anytime without it even closing

but the day he let his feelings be known it would either open to him or just close

but if he never let me know ill just wonder if him and I could be

but we have the future to look foward to just wait and see

I dont know if hes a crush are something more

but everyday Im not with him my heart gets sore

but a question I will always ask myself with a sigh..

will him and I ever be?

with no reply

TiffJ

2 gether again

Its been a while since Ive seen your face
doesn't mean Ive forgotten what you've look like
but your smile is something I could never forget
its one of the best things about you and something I missed
since you've been away Ive been thinking of why we had to be apart
where do I start I have to listen to my heart
Ive always became weak from you touch we loved each other to much to keep it innocent & stuff
it was just to much
now seeing you again is much different then before
and don't say lets be friends cause I need you now and it has to be more
& I know love is the reason we're together again
& I first fell in love with you when we were just friends
and it wasn't long ago but it was awhile
cause it wasn't the first I saw you but the first time you smile


TiffJ

LOve

Being deeply Loved by someone gives you, strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.

You can give without Loving but you cant Love without Giving..