I want the music playing..

I want the music playing..

Cause you are so distracting.. 

music is the only thing that stops me from over thinking

 & over analyzing 

& lately I can't seem to control my mind and. 

  Its like my mind  has a mind of its on  so I don't know,

but the music changes that 

when I'm sad to glad

when I'm angry to Happy 

but only when I pick the right song 

  otherwise it'll be a bad mood gone wrong 

I wouldn't say Its my life

But I know I can't walk around with earphones in everywhere 

Eventually & hopefully one day I can control what's in there   

 My thoughts I'm trying to control that          

My mind my private movie & I control the soundtrack.. 

TiffJ

When you say never..

I never do anything I don't feel like
  Unless its best for me then I might
I never play w/ what other people feel
Cause its never good when its real 
  I never say Love unless I mean it 100%
Otherwise I don't say it 
  But I try to make sure I do things even if I don't like it
I guess I'm trying to make me more enticing 
  I never liked saying the word never cause I felt like it'll happen when you say it
I don't know about you but Ima say what I wanna say
Cause if its meant to be it'll happen anyways 
When you say never you limit everything you can do 
& even if you don't want to what's the point of saying what you're not going to 
There really isn't one if you know what you're willing to do ....be you
Then you'll never have to worry what you said you never would never do..


TiffJ

Pride/self-esteem

If my pride could talk it would say stop being full of yourself  
  If my self esteem could talk it would say you really need help                                                  
  Dont get me confused Im not naive
Nobody can tell me Im beautiful & I feel have to give them something
I know where Im going I know who I am Just not sure how to get there
 If I ever talk to whats-his face again I would say its not fair
You made me like you now I have to pretend not to care
 So even if it was real Ill just move on like it wasnt
One thing Ive noticed is my pride has stopped me from doing a lot of things my heart wanted to do Then my self esteem takes over my mind like, was I ....really ?
So Im not sure how I come up w/ anything ..one thing I know is it takes time cause I never know whether to go with my heart or my mind ...

TiffJ